Xexeres

If I could hold her again...I wouldn't push her away. I would pull her close to my heart and ask her to stay a while. If I wasn't miles away, I would tell her that I'm sorry for ever hurting her even though I would have given anything to make sure she was safe. If I could see her, I would tell her how beautiful she is and how beautiful I always thought she was. I wish I could be by her side, and comfort her just as she had always comforted me. I wish I could tell her how much she meant to me, how much she still means to me. I wish I could hold her the same way she held me that last night before it all ended. I wish I could go back and pause i

Remember how my heart was shattered? How all the pieces fell and were buried beneath my fear? Like walking on broken glass, my faith steps nimbly over my life, and leaves me to search for myself on my own, and I was alone. But then you came, and you helped me see. You gathered each and every fragment in your hands, careful to to hurt it anymore than it was. You brought out a needle and thread, and I watch, curious and frightened. My life was in your hands, fragile and scared your decision was something I could not control. I could only hope you would help me, and then I saw what you were doing. You were sewing my heart back together, piece by